Текст песни Cold War Everyday - I'm Fine

Оригинальный текст песни I'm Fine

Just tell me how does it feel to be loved
To not be pushed aside
Barely breathing
I wake up alone
I was so close to break through all the time
Hoped that I could be leaving soon

I retain
I retain my thoughts in my head
Hoping to suffocate them with it
I insist on the pain

I am choking on my misery
Screaming in my sleep
Waking up from fever dreams
What if I'm stuck in too deep
What if I'm stuck in too deep

Everything is based on pretending
I’m too tired to deal with it
The smile I made the love I faked
Too weak to handle it
I am deceiving myself that everything is alright
I’m tired of pretending that I am

Waiting for my redemption
It doesn't feel like I have anything left to hold me here
I stand beside myself and watch me slowly decay
What would it matter to bury me alive
Watch my skin waste away

Why is it taking me so long
Put me six feet underground

Did I create
These demons by myself
Or were they imposed on me
I can’t resist to disagree

If there’s heaven
Is there hell
Do I deserve this
And where am I now
I can’t believe in anything or anyone
To carry on I have to come undone

Everything is based on pretending
I’m too tired to deal with it
The smile I made the love I faked
Too weak to handle it
I am deceiving myself that everything is alright
I’m tired of pretending that I am

That I am
That I am
Too weak to handle it

I’m tired of pretending that I am too weak to handle it