Текст песни Garden Eyes - Habit

Оригинальный текст песни Habit

I’ll tell myself again
That I feel safe within my skin
Love the person that I’ve been
When I know that it’s a myth
I’ll tell myself again
That I’ll be better off alone
Than seeking refuge in someone
Who only ever did me harm

It’s hard to admit that I’ve never felt complete
That I’ve been sinking in my sheets
In terror of myself when I’m feeling nothing
If I am worthwhile, where on earth’s my company?
I let self doubt wash over me
With false belief that I could be worth something
I guess I’m better off alone
In the great unknown

I’ll tell myself again
That I feel safe within my skin
Love the person that I’ve been
When I know that it’s a myth
I’ll tell myself again
That I’ll be better off alone
Than seeking refuge in someone
Who only ever did me harm
When I am, conflicted
When I am, addicted
(I’m addicted to self doubt)

I’m a creature of habit
Whenever I try
My personal anguish puts me on the line
I always seem to somehow lose my grip
I succumb to the panic and tend to confine
The worst of my demons deep within my mind
There’s comfort in the quiet emptiness
I just need to find purpose
When push comes to shove
I know that my illness will tear me apart
As I’ve never had the strength to seek self help

I’ll tell myself again
That I feel safe within my skin
Love the person that I’ve been
When I know that it’s a myth
I’ll tell myself again
That I’ll be better off alone
Than seeking refuge in someone
Who only ever did me harm
When I am, conflicted
When I am, addicted