Текст песни Plasma Canvas - Rot

Оригинальный текст песни Rot

There is a blackness without end
There's a cloud between my eyes
Between a rich man's pocket and a poor girl's dream, I float
Lying face down in a river of spacetime
Rearranging what I'm locked in
But here I stay, because it ain't coming

I am the problem, I'm all that exists
I'm the weight that crushes all my loved ones that they cannot lift
I got a solution, it's buried in my wrist
Come claw it out and save yourself, 'cause
There ain't no way I'm surviving this

Wish there was more, but I know there's not
A better life's a passing thought
Long ago, I lost the plot of what makes a home
I want a family, wife and a baby
But I know that good life ain't coming to me

Don't want to die, but don't want to hurt
I'm in hell, but hurting you is worse
I can't breathe to speak because
The stitches rip my lips
And I can't stand what I am
So I'm sticking to my plan
Or maybe I'm just saying that so you might listen
I've got a spot to rot in
I've got a spot to rot in
I've got a spot to rot in
But not today

I am the problem, I'm all that exists
I'm the crushing weight that will destroy you if you let me in
I got a solution, it's bursting through my chest
Hold me while we explode
'Cause there ain't no way I'm surviving this.