Оригинальный текст песни Thorns
If I ever had a conscience
I lost it, making promises that I can’t keep
Every night I try to hold my breath
But the weight on my chest
Keeps reminding me why I can’t sleep
If I ever made a difference
It wouldn’t mean shit
With so many things that I can’t change
Everybody’s just an afterthought
A thorn in my palm
And Im trying to ignore the pain
And all the pills I take leave a bitter taste
But I think I’m getting used to them
And every echo now barely makes a sound
Pretty soon there won’t be anything
Or anyone left
I’m like a violet in daisys
I feel my colours fading
If today keeps repeating
Then I’ll never find a way out
Of all these problems
And if I’m being honest
When the snow starts falling
Then I’m never gonna wake up
I wish we could go back to the way it felt
Before we got locked inside the house
Sequestered for these final bitter days
Cause I keep swinging at pitches
Over my head
And I keep swinging and missing
And shitting the bed
No matter what I do it still says the same
Just wait for us
I’m like a violet in daisys
I feel my colours fading
If today keeps repeating
Then I’ll never find a way out
Of all these problems
And if I’m being honest
When the snow starts falling
Then I’m never gonna wake up
But when I smile and fake it for
The saint I wanna be
With every pointed finger
I’m surrounded by the Pharisees
If I ever had a conscience
I swear to god if I made a fucking difference
It might have mattered
And I’m desperate
Worse than I’ve been yet
I can’t avoid this
I’m scratching the surface
I feel my colours fading
If today keeps repeating
Then I’ll never find a way out
Of all these problems
And if I’m being honest
When the snow starts falling
Then I’m never gonna wake up
Desperate looking disaster
I can’t avoid this can’t pick up the pieces