Текст песни Self Aware - Vicious Cycle

Оригинальный текст песни Vicious Cycle

Have you ever been at war with yourself?
I’m waving a white flag, ignoring everyone’s help
And I’ve been this way for as long as I remember
But I guess I just assumed that it would all get better

Time will tell
I’m living, but what does it take to feel alive?
You gave me life
When I felt dead inside

I’m turning my back on myself again
I don’t know why I do this
I’m getting older, don’t think I’ll grow out of it
It’s a Vicious Cycle I’m stuck in

With time there are no guarantees
But I’ll still blame you for, for all the suffering
And all the shit you did to me

And now those who love me
Will suffer with me
Because I didn’t do the right thing when it was needed
And now I’ve lost my way

I’m turning my back on myself again
I don’t know why I do this
I’m getting older, don’t think I’ll grow out of it
It’s a Vicious Cycle I’m stuck in
Oh God, I wish I could, I wish I could stop it
Fighting my thoughts over and over again
It’s a Vicious Cycle I’m stuck in

I’m sorry to my past self
And I don’t blame you at all

Time will tell
I’m living, but what does it take to feel alive?
You gave me life
When I felt dead inside