Текст песни Feelshame - Self Harmony

Оригинальный текст песни Self Harmony

Suffer both in series
I make myself so fucking sick
Override my instincts
Make it hurt, don't make it quick
Please don't keep me waiting
Anticipation makes it worse
The silence is frustrating
Let me show you how this fucking works
Pour the wax and drag the blade
Only at peace when I'm in pain
Let my body shift the blame
Make me forget my name
I'd do anything so I can feel
Like any of this shit was ever real
And I know I'll never be
Okay but lately
Feels like I'm circling the drain
Now you can see the man behind the mask
Hurt me, make it slow don't make me ask
I am the knife in my own back
The itching skin, the heart attack
Self feeding and self loathing
Self hating sabotage
Self eating and self goading
Ouroboros auto harm
Treat me like the dirt we know I am
I'd do anything so I can feel
Like any of this shit was ever real
And I know I'll never be
Okay but lately
Feels like I'm circling the drain
Switch
If you've seen beneath the skin
Now that I have let you in
Can you look at me the same?
Can you say my fucking name?
I'd do anything so I can feel
Like any of this shit was ever real
And I know I'll never be
Okay but lately
Feels like I'm circling the drain
I'd do anything so I can feel
Like any of this shit was ever real
And I know I'll never be okay
And I know I'll never be okay