Текст песни Prescription Happiness - Something Decays

Оригинальный текст песни Something Decays

I know what you're going to say
But no, I am not the same
I've been to hell and back
I filled up all my cracks
Yet I can't seem to sleep
I just don't feel complete

Terrified
I was burning away
Purified
Now I'm as clean as an ashtray

Bound to get dirty again
Too tired to pretend
I'll never feel complete
But I accept all this

Something decays inside me
I guess it somehow defines me
Not rolling back and forth
I'm not screaming anymore
Cause I can finally see
That this will not get better

Down in here is where I hide
Numb away all the demons inside
I've been to hell and back
A scene that fades to black
Yet secrets lay within
They cry beneath my skin

Terrified
I was drowning again
Purified
Bleached the colours to nothing

A message never sent
No chance to make amends
I know I'll never win
But I accept all this

Tell me this wasn't all for nothing
Tell me this wasn't all for nothing
Tell me this wasn't all for nothing
Tell me this wasn't all for nothing

It's hard to see
What this as done to me
When I look in the mirror, is this who I want to be?
It's hard to see what this has done to me
When I look in the mirror
This is all I want to be

Something decays inside me
I guess it somehow defines me
Not rolling back and forth
I'm not screaming anymore
Cause I can finally see
That this will not get better

Something decays inside me
I guess it somehow defines me
Not rolling back and forth
I'm not screaming anymore
Cause I can finally see
That this will not get better